engagement 2009 -in memorium

There is no doubt that we have all had our moments, our trials n tribulations but there is no denying that there are special moments aren't meant to be forgotten, My 2009 engagement will always be remembered with the fondest of memories, In fact, after 8 months of disengagement, our memories are kept well entertained in my head. Honestly, i still have not gotten over it. I would always be grateful to Allah for what HE has given to me of which no doubt providing better relief and satisfaction in my soul.I don't think he will see or read this note...my self expression note...but deep in my heart, i will always love him.

I'm sorry for those who didn't know the whole truth that almost everyone blamed me for everything.Little they knew, I'd always stand for my believes....no matter what...Let the secret saved with me....I couldn't help but to feel a deep sense of sorrow, eight months have almost gone and the end of the relationship is finally in sight. Wether it's true or false, i heard rumours that he will be getting married next year.Wow!!!So fast.....how fast the time flies....it's not easy for me but I wish him all the best.i hope he will remember the times we've had both the good and the bad because they're the pleasant memories we've shared...(p/s after u've got married......erase all of them)...:(((

As for me, I'll keep myself busy with the stuffs that i favored and waiting for the MR RIGHT to show rite in front of my nose...heheheh (almost cried)...sob,sob,sob...MY NEXT YEAR RESOLUTION IS TO ERASE ALL OF HIS THOUGHTS IN MY MIND AND HOPEFULLY I'LL NEVER EVER MEET HIM AGAIN....CAUSE I'LL GET HURT......(FORGETTING SOMEONE U ONCE LOVED...WAS NOT AN EASY TASK...AT ALL)...SIGH,SIGH,SIGH......

"J: all de best to you......"

***friends-since 1993;
***FB-june 2009;
***Dating-August 2009;
***Engaged-22nd november 2009;
***Crisis-6th April 2010;
***Diengaged-1st May 2010;
***TRANSMISSION ENDSSSS*****